I’ve followed my own journey in finding my path of happiness. Judgment of others at times could never match the judgment we place on ourselves. Our minds allow society to take us o the Rollercoaster of what’s good, looks good, and is good. Our listening ears feed their hunger. But who are we as people… What truly matters in life? I don’t believe there is one answer. Judgment is in the eye of the beholder.
I am me, simple as it may be. I’ve reached re-births many times over. Shedding insignificant skin and seeing the world through bright eyes again. I’ve always lived wanting more for others and forgetting about myself. But once I came to a point of acceptance and understanding that I am worth this life God has given me, y journey began. Through self-acceptance we give ourselves an understanding of what remarkable human beings we are. We all have endured pain.
We’ve had times of being the people we choose not to be or don’t want to be and at times discovered who we strived to be. But facing who we really are in life is accepting our true self. We cannot change the past. Life is enduring pain and suffering as well as working though it. It's always searching for the light at the end of the dark tunnel. The cycle never ends but gets easier. We have our angels looking out for us and we are never alone.
My decision to speak out about my life and my views were never for anyone but me, as selfish as that may be. I’ve known since I was young that it was part of my life purpose. I didn’t know I would be divinely guided to creating Beautiful Movements. But I always wrote in my journal knowing I wanted to share my struggles. This gave me a bigger purpose for seeking happiness.
I sacrifice my secrets, my life, and my feelings in hopes that others will be inspired to do whatever they have to do to do the same. I can’t change the world but I taking action and doing “something”, I feel better about myself. I face the fear of what people may think and pushed forward in serving my bigger purpose. I've followed my heart.
The way this idea became reality and finally is being received is unbelievable. TRUE HAPPINESS COMES FROM CREATING OUR OWN INDIVIDUAL HAPPINESS. Mine comes through the reflection of your stories, your triumphs, and your struggles.
I am a normal and very real person. I don’t pretend to be anything I am not. I can be as vulnerable as a child. I am filled with fear, and sometimes hurt or cry but I strive for my “perfect world.” I work at it everyday. Connection happens when we are not afraid to be ourselves. I've accepted that my life is not perfect and there is no such thing. I’m an open vessel of love sharing with you, my journey. I have insecurities and fears but the more I accept and face them, work at being my best, reaching for the stars, and excepting my imperfections with a smile, then life is perfect.
You and I are no different. My journey has led me to an unbelievable job, doing what I love, traveling the World, and meeting amazing people. The rewards are now received through your stories and adventures. Our own worlds are filled with demons, monsters, and witches in our own scenarios. We know we are only human by facing these struggles. But we can connect through them and understand and help each other.
I can’t imagine going through some of the personal struggles I read. I can only relate through m own. The triumph of bravery is seen in the same adoration as I see in the eyes of my fans. Your stories allow me to sit in the audience and cheer you on. I am a fan of you all. My carefree attitude is reincarnated through the smiles and tears you bring to me. It is reincarnated knowing I’m not alone I this journey for individual happiness. For this I am your fan and I am grateful, always cheering you on silently in my heart.
I do my best to reach out to each of your messages. With a tough schedule it does get hard. But know that I read everything and hope you see the reflection of inspiration in my blogs. Someone named Lindsey told me that there are more people who are silent about the effect my words have had on her… and they are the ones who will be truly inspired and are far more grateful for my honesty. This rings true of myself.
Every time I get a message, a story, or a letter I am filled with extreme excitement and almost utter disbelief that by sharing my journey and being the open-vessel I know I was destined to be, my plan is working. I never knew what the purpose or reward was going to be but now I do. The answer is connection. Being a leader through my vulnerability in being human and real. I know my work in self-acceptance, living from love and compassion and creating happiness in my own life is shared and reflected back. We are not alone and together is the answer. There are no such things as a perfect human.
“It doesn’t matter what happens to you in life, it only matters how you cope with it!”
(Thank you for such inspiration Lesley and Linsey)
xoxo
Kimberly
|